I got rejected around this time last year too, and I remember having the EMPTIEST FEELING IN MY STOMACH for the next week (I also ate like 100 Drumstick Bars and sat at home and watched Friends...pretty therapeutic if you asked me)
we were also doing a gel electrophoresis lab in class when I found out, and I kinda stopped paying attention, haha...everything became kinda slow-motion. after that, my marks pretty much went down from there (kind of disappointing, and stupid, but I couldn’t help it, I had just suffered the biggest blow in a WHILE and I wasn’t sure how I was going to recover from it. lots of people I knew sucked it up and were much better at handling in than I was...don’t know what was wrong with me)
and when I accepted Life Sci, I thought to myself...
“second choice, not bad, not bad, but am I going to feel jealous when I meet people next year and they say ohhh i’m in health sci, how about you?”
not going to lie, for the first couple of weeks, I definitely felt that way. i kept asking myself “why them, and not me?”
till I realized how stupid I was that I kept getting down on myself.
despite not getting in, and no matter how much I wanted it, i realized that nothing was going to change the rejection. i’d also insert some religious comforting storyy here but I don’t know how well that will go with other readers so forget about it
long story short, I got to McMaster and YES, I found myself getting kind of jealous but that died down after a while. just told myself “work hard and just be the best you can be (cheesy I know but totally true)”
i’m happy with the decision I made to stick to McMaster anyways, and come to Life Sci, instead of going to McGill ArtSci / Sci (I was doubting my decision before the May 28th final decision day) it’s actually a pretty good program, and if you work hard it isn’t that difficult to do well.
(hated M03 bio but that was about it
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THE PROGRAMS ARE COMPLETELY DIFFERENT, though...your first year at Mac Life Sci will be lots of general science stuff...but it is VERY straightforward, so if you sit down and study what they tell you to study, you’ll do perfectly fine. health sci has more inquiry and group work, so you know that for life sci, it’s all in YOUR OWN hands, and it’s more individual (pro or con? Ill leave that up to you to decide)
I’m not going to lie and pretend that I still didn’t apply for 2nd year transfer (health courses just appeal more to me than general life sciences)
but that doesn’t mean that I didn’t enjoy my program and that I desperately want to leave.even if I do get accepted, I’ve got some decisions to make as to whether or not health sci suits me, because I’ve gotten used to my program already.
and if I don’t get accepted, I definitely won’t be as disappointed as last year, because I know the program i’m in, at the end of the day, leaves the same doors opened for me.
just have to work hard, and you’ll do fine.
that’s my two cents. you’re not alone in how you feel, and that might not feel too comforting at the moment, but things will get better
-Proud Life Sci-er